This evening I opened up an old computer, one which I thought had died several years ago. I found several AIM conversations from 4 and 5 years ago-mostly from ex boyfriends-I had saved at some point thinking they would be relevant for the future. From high school and on, there were fights and make-ups, and everything in between-the most recent ones being fights. I realize how much bullshit I used to put up with compared to now, and how horrible those relationships were for me.

I’ve had a pretty rough week and after reading those conversations, simply the idea that tomorrow night I will be curled up in bed with my beyond amazing boyfriend is amazing. I get annoyed with him but at the end of the day I love him so much and would go insane without him. I know you sneak on here sometimes, so just know when I tell you I love you I mean it. I don’t just say it for the sake of it. I say it because I honestly love you and never want you to forget it.